The quiet mouse

I did a thing. I quit my job several weeks ago. I did it without any planning. I turned in my 2 weeks notice and left. I’m not worried about it. I’m home with my girls. I’m getting things done. I’m taking care of myself better than I did while working.

I jumped with both feet in the water on this one.

I’m usually all nervous and second guessing about everything. This one had none of that. No nervous feeling no second guessing. I was totally okay with my decision. I’m not totally sure how that happened. I just honestly let go and am letting God handle it now.

Jumping with both feet in the water. I really haven’t applied that phrase to my life in years. It was taught to me while I was in Voluntary service. A scared 19 year old girl who apologized for everything even things that didn’t need apologizing for.

Somehow 20 years later those lessons are coming up and I’m applying them to my life. I’m setting boundaries and applying them. I’m making decisions about things and not being afraid.

I just want to hug 19 year old me. I want to tell her that she’ll go through darkness and fire and find herself an amazing woman. I want to tell her that life is an amazing adventure and to just go with it.

God has an amazing plan for each of us. He’s got some awesome lessons in store for us. Each one of us is so important and we can make a difference in the world.

I tell my girls all the time that no matter who they meet they should treat them with love, respect and dignity.

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