The quiet mouse

We are picking up the girls from next door at 4:30

Its now 4:15

You need to finish that pizza before the girls come home.

I just pulled a French bread pizza out of the air fryer

me: don’t rush me with my food

Hubs: I’m not rushing you I’m trying to keep you focused.

me: It still needs to cool yet for me to eat it.

hubs: You have 5 minutes to let it cool and then 10 minutes to eat it.

me: you know normal married people don’t give their spouses a time limit to eat their food.

hubs: normal people don’t need to stay focused like you do. I’m just trying to help you.

Me: I walk away with my food to blog while it cools.

Do other married couples do this with their spouses? I honestly admit that I have a short attention span.

Him trying to manage my time that I get to eat.

It’s not normal.

I hate weekends. I hate having him home. Everything I do gets rearranged to fit into how he wants it done.

Thirteen years of this. I hope and pray that God releases me from this marriage. I prayed about quitting my cashier job and I found a peace and calmness that was amazing. I wasn’t anxious about it I wasn’t worried. I wasn’t filled with anxiety over it. It was an amazing feeling.

I want that feeling from God again. Only He could have let me feel like that.