The quiet mouse

If I’ve reached out to you in the past year it’s because God had a message for me to tell you. God loves you and always love There’s a story to tell. God wants me to tell you that I’m the story. He’s taken me from a broken down girl into the amazing mom that I’ve become.

I’m sorry if I’ve become that sore spot. What started out with Making sure someone was okay turned into me wanting to tell God’s story. God’s story not my story.

I’ve prayed about things and as of this moment I’ve found my tribe. There’s people I’ve reached out to many many times extending a hand of friendship. That hand isn’t extended anymore. I will pray for these people but not extend friendship.

They will remain post less. I will not talk about them and they will fade into the deep reaches of memo

kinda like the pile that joy made in inside out 2. Lost in the far reaches of the mind. What I heard tonight was evil pure evil.

I had been texting and emailing a friend that I was sure had blocked me. His wife called me at 3 am asking me whoi kept reaching out to her husband. I didn’t believe what he had said to me that she was insecure and jealous. I heard something not nice. Don’t worry I won’t ever reach out. Not even in friendship.

Going through some abuse I may have sent some things about being unhappy and just not wanting to be married anymore. Venting my heart out to someone who I thought was safe basically.

Yep nope.no more. I deleted them and blocked the number faster than eve