The quiet mouse

Ive been on some kind of anti depression medicine for most of my marriage. I’m finally off the major ones. To not feel numb about things is amazing. Honestly it totally sucks.

I’m overwhelmed, I’m struggling with how to process them. I just really want to sit and not have people pull me in a million directions.

I remember stand on the foundation blocks in Germany for the Berlin wall and literally being in two places at once. It was so cool to have done something that was talked about in a movie.

Family and friends are pulling me in so many different directions I don’t know what to do.

I prayed and walked so much yesterday.

Today is a lot of prayers too.